Upon Further Inspection I'M in the wrong church!

Am I a true believer of the message of the cross?Should i say it this way?do I believe what my church believe? or am i a partaker in some one's personal views about what they believe the word of God says.Maybe i amjust settling.have i become a victim of it sounds good,look good,so it must be right syndrome?"seek and you shall find,knock and the door will open" I believe that"s happening to me today.And i believe that is what's happening to many church goers,that truly wants the truth.Upon further inspection what i believe is not falling in line with what my church teaches.what should I do ?If i stay its guaranteed that i will become indoctrinated,receive what is false,more important believe wrong.DO i want that? do i want to lead my family in the wrong direction?I SHALL SERVE THE LORD and not man.after,all this is my purpose, this is why i was saved in the name of Jesus Christ the Son of God,to do his will.(Mark 28:18)make disciples of men in nations baptize them in the name of the Son,and of the Holy Spirit and teaching them to observe the things of the True God.I am to be peculiar,set apart,that's holiness.To be different from the world."But you must pay for conformity,All goes well as long as you run with conformists.But you,who are honest man in other particulars ,know that there is alive somewhere a man whose honesty reaches to this point also, that he shall not kneel to false GODS,and on the day when you meet him, you sink into the class of counterfeit"am i becoming a counterfeit? or am i that one person who won't kneel to a false god.regardless In the end when life cease to exist there is a price to pay.I concluded that all humans believe in something! I also concluded that i want to be righteous before god,I've also concluded that my belief determines my righteousness.In the end will i have conformed to some religious belief that's gonna send me straight to HELL, busting it the gates of hell wide open. This is what i ask myself. Am i ignorant to the truth ?that which i determine to know and base my life around the true gospel of Christ.
"UPON FURTHER INSPECTION, ARE YOU IN THE RIGHT CHURCH?! talkin2chairs